Thursday, June 9, 2011

Another Step to the F.I.N.A.L.E

   It's been so long already. Within those weeks, I have made the most difficult decision that I've had in my entire life; letting go of that "certain person". I have said that before, yes i did, but now, it's different. Who are you "Certain Person"? Why did you do this to me? Every night, before I faithfully close my eyes and go to my dreamland, I think about you; but why? Are you really that amazing?!; if you're Reading this "certain person", you would know the answer.
   This isn't my last blog, that's my promise to all my readers and followers. I will not stop making blogs just because that "certain person"already vanished from my life; NO, i won't. "Certain person", you're just a character that my wild imaginations created, indeed, you are. I never regretted the day that I met you, but I swear, i will never forget the day that I've let you go; and that day is TODAY.
   Please, I will not cry for several nights, but I will only drop one tear for that "certain person"; one tear, is what he deserves. In each day that we'll meet, I won't ignore you. if you need me, I'll be there, for I know, at times that I need you, you were there. When you come near me, I will treat like a friend of mine, wanting to talk, but not as "certain person".
   End- is the word I hate. But i realized that, if I won't end this; my life would be ruined. I tried to deny that I fell for a person like you, i did, but I am more than willing to lie to myself, than ruin my life. I admit, you changed me, "certain person". Thank you for all the moments that we shared together, sorry for i left you once, and once and for all, GOODBYE, is the last word you'll hear from me, as the girl who fell in love with you.

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