What just happened,? I have no clue on what's going on. I may be thinking deeper, but i am thinking straight. I'll go directly to the point, what happened to you, "certain person"??. You magically turned to a person I hated the most. WHO ARE YOU?!, Just to be clear, I don't even know who you are anymore.
These past few weeks, I thought that you didn't changed, and for that moment I was content; but it turns out, I was completely MISTAKEN. You changed into a person that I didn't expected. I admit, I was disappointed; deeply disappointed. I don't even know what to write anymore, because of this feeling that i don't understand. I'm angry, mad, furious, but I feel like, why am I still feeling this way even though you changed? I don't understand anymore.
WOW! I wanna scream, and let this all out! I've had enough, "certain person"! For several moments, I wanted to let go, and why can't I? You're like something that i have never had before. I never acted this way, but then you, you, "certain person', came into my life.
You made me cry about you for 3 times already; but it wasn't about the "Four-Letter-Word", it was about something else. You made me a person who can think positively and realize that not everything in life, is about fantasy. Why'd you do this to me?
After a year, I'm still feeling the same way. I don't anything anymore. I always deny you, but deep inside, you are Undeniably true. I just wanna let you know, I know, one day, this will all be over. And i have been ready for that day; but for now; i hope, you'll realize, that the "certain person" I see now, is not the "certain person" I have known.
they are the only ones that can change themselves so either you accept them as they are or let them go. hahaha, aaw mao ba?
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