What just happened,? I have no clue on what's going on. I may be thinking deeper, but i am thinking straight. I'll go directly to the point, what happened to you, "certain person"??. You magically turned to a person I hated the most. WHO ARE YOU?!, Just to be clear, I don't even know who you are anymore.
These past few weeks, I thought that you didn't changed, and for that moment I was content; but it turns out, I was completely MISTAKEN. You changed into a person that I didn't expected. I admit, I was disappointed; deeply disappointed. I don't even know what to write anymore, because of this feeling that i don't understand. I'm angry, mad, furious, but I feel like, why am I still feeling this way even though you changed? I don't understand anymore.
WOW! I wanna scream, and let this all out! I've had enough, "certain person"! For several moments, I wanted to let go, and why can't I? You're like something that i have never had before. I never acted this way, but then you, you, "certain person', came into my life.
You made me cry about you for 3 times already; but it wasn't about the "Four-Letter-Word", it was about something else. You made me a person who can think positively and realize that not everything in life, is about fantasy. Why'd you do this to me?
After a year, I'm still feeling the same way. I don't anything anymore. I always deny you, but deep inside, you are Undeniably true. I just wanna let you know, I know, one day, this will all be over. And i have been ready for that day; but for now; i hope, you'll realize, that the "certain person" I see now, is not the "certain person" I have known.
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Another Step to the F.I.N.A.L.E
It's been so long already. Within those weeks, I have made the most difficult decision that I've had in my entire life; letting go of that "certain person". I have said that before, yes i did, but now, it's different. Who are you "Certain Person"? Why did you do this to me? Every night, before I faithfully close my eyes and go to my dreamland, I think about you; but why? Are you really that amazing?!; if you're Reading this "certain person", you would know the answer.
This isn't my last blog, that's my promise to all my readers and followers. I will not stop making blogs just because that "certain person"already vanished from my life; NO, i won't. "Certain person", you're just a character that my wild imaginations created, indeed, you are. I never regretted the day that I met you, but I swear, i will never forget the day that I've let you go; and that day is TODAY.
Please, I will not cry for several nights, but I will only drop one tear for that "certain person"; one tear, is what he deserves. In each day that we'll meet, I won't ignore you. if you need me, I'll be there, for I know, at times that I need you, you were there. When you come near me, I will treat like a friend of mine, wanting to talk, but not as "certain person".
End- is the word I hate. But i realized that, if I won't end this; my life would be ruined. I tried to deny that I fell for a person like you, i did, but I am more than willing to lie to myself, than ruin my life. I admit, you changed me, "certain person". Thank you for all the moments that we shared together, sorry for i left you once, and once and for all, GOODBYE, is the last word you'll hear from me, as the girl who fell in love with you.
This isn't my last blog, that's my promise to all my readers and followers. I will not stop making blogs just because that "certain person"already vanished from my life; NO, i won't. "Certain person", you're just a character that my wild imaginations created, indeed, you are. I never regretted the day that I met you, but I swear, i will never forget the day that I've let you go; and that day is TODAY.
Please, I will not cry for several nights, but I will only drop one tear for that "certain person"; one tear, is what he deserves. In each day that we'll meet, I won't ignore you. if you need me, I'll be there, for I know, at times that I need you, you were there. When you come near me, I will treat like a friend of mine, wanting to talk, but not as "certain person".
End- is the word I hate. But i realized that, if I won't end this; my life would be ruined. I tried to deny that I fell for a person like you, i did, but I am more than willing to lie to myself, than ruin my life. I admit, you changed me, "certain person". Thank you for all the moments that we shared together, sorry for i left you once, and once and for all, GOODBYE, is the last word you'll hear from me, as the girl who fell in love with you.
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