"C.R.Y"

    CRY. A "three-letter-word". A person can be clearly described crying if he/she shed tears. But, I'll get straight to the point, why do we cry?
    Just last night, I cried. Why? There was one reason, and one reason only, why I cried. Simple. I cried because I realize a mistake I did that can change my life forever. Several weeks ago, I cried thrice because of, the "certain person". For all my friends, who knows the "certain person" is, we can really describe "him" as a person who is clearly near to the "perfect" status. I cried, because of the "certain person", I cried because of you. WHY? Since then, there was one reason only, and that is, INSECURITY. There, I finally said it. I'm insecured. Of course, as a teenager, we can't avoid to feel insecured and sometimes, we even ask ourselves, "Why can't I have that?" You might even start to realize that life can sometimes be unfair. Yes, it is true. But, you "certain person", you always kills me with insecurity. There was even one time, that a  classmate of mine asked me, "What's your current wish, (designsbydcd)?"; you know what i said, "To have everything, what the "certain person" has." Simple, frank, and also, confidently said.
     To the "certain person", thank you for making me cry, for I believe, "A dream will always start from the first drop of a tear, from the eye of a dreamer."