I Will Never Let You GO.....

    Just a few days ago, something heart-breaking happened, for the "certain person" and for the person who, he thought that would complete his life as a "nearly perfect person". For all of you reading this blog, you already know what that is, refer to the first 8-10 words stated. For the "certain person", it might hurt and for "her" would seem like, "she" lost a "certain person" in her life, a "certain person" she truly ______; it's up to you, on what word you're going to place on the blank portion. Of course, it would hurt. But, after this sort of happening, we must learn to move on and realize that we have to forgive and forget.
    My current tweet states, "Never regretted the day that I've met you, but always regretted the day that I've let you go"; to "her", she would, probably say that to to the person which she considers "her", "certain person". But, this blog is written especially for "her". To "her", I would sadly say that, ____ is always like that; it sometimes completes your broken soul, but sometimes it breaks your heart; now, we really need to face the truth; it ended, but I know, that your feelings for your "certain person" will never, ever VANISH.
  Finally, to "her", this is just the beginning, of your colorful life, full of joy and ____. I know, no matter what happens, you will forever say to your "certain person" that, "I Will Never Let You Go".....

"C.R.Y"

    CRY. A "three-letter-word". A person can be clearly described crying if he/she shed tears. But, I'll get straight to the point, why do we cry?
    Just last night, I cried. Why? There was one reason, and one reason only, why I cried. Simple. I cried because I realize a mistake I did that can change my life forever. Several weeks ago, I cried thrice because of, the "certain person". For all my friends, who knows the "certain person" is, we can really describe "him" as a person who is clearly near to the "perfect" status. I cried, because of the "certain person", I cried because of you. WHY? Since then, there was one reason only, and that is, INSECURITY. There, I finally said it. I'm insecured. Of course, as a teenager, we can't avoid to feel insecured and sometimes, we even ask ourselves, "Why can't I have that?" You might even start to realize that life can sometimes be unfair. Yes, it is true. But, you "certain person", you always kills me with insecurity. There was even one time, that a  classmate of mine asked me, "What's your current wish, (designsbydcd)?"; you know what i said, "To have everything, what the "certain person" has." Simple, frank, and also, confidently said.
     To the "certain person", thank you for making me cry, for I believe, "A dream will always start from the first drop of a tear, from the eye of a dreamer."
  

The "Four-Letter-Word"

     When a person would hear this expression, there is only one thing that comes to their minds. For the person who's reading this, you probably know what that is. It's a word that's difficult to say but easy to express. We feel this "Four-Letter-Word" every second of our lives, it is the reason why we wake up each morning, ready to face the challenges of life. For others, this "Four-Letter-Word" is amazing, but for me, I'm afraid to encounter such thing.
   This "Four-Letter-Word" makes me alive, but when this "Four-Letter-Word" comes to my way (literally), it would probably be the start of my hardest trial. To that "certain person", you actually don't know this, but you made me feel this "Four-Letter-Word". For those who are shocked, just try to relax. I'm not really that kind of person who can't control herself; but yes it is true, "HE" made me feel that, especially during the times that he rescues me whenever I'm in trouble.
   On my previous blog, I was mad, but, really, life is always like that. One second, you're mad, then the next minute, you'd realize that you are lucky enough to have something worth fighting for; but now, in this blog, i can say that, the "certain person" made me a person who can clearly and wonderfully define, describe and finally, LOVE this "FOUR-LETTER-WORD"............

IT Turns Out "WRONG"......

    In the beginning of this blog, I'll be straight. It was just "wrong", capital W, R, O, N, G. "HE", the "certain person" was a BIG mistake. If you were reading this right know, these following words will come out from my mouth and punched in your heart and soul,
   " At first, you made feel like an angel, and you, you were my precious wings; Second, you made me realize that anger can be converted with love and courage; Third, you made me a person who can appreciate the beauty of life; and finally you made me a who can define the word 'mistake'."
   This might be one of my vicious words that I'm going to say to that "certain person". You had covered a certain part of my heart, which had been holed over this years. I thank you, i hate you, and i _________!
   Now, it indeed, turned out WRONG. You, "certain person" is a mistake that filled my heart with one important lesson, the biggest mistake of a person's heart, is to give her entire heart and soul, for the person who doesn't even deserve it; and I'm referring to you, "certain person".
   Lastly, thank for making me realize the will of mistakes that made me ____ YOU!!!