It Hurts Now

    Just a week ago, the revelation happened, and if you have read my previous blog, you would know, or I could say, it involves with the word "her". The "certain person" was happily living life with "her".
   After they made it official, I was like, "who cares!". I wasn't affected, i was confident enough that it will not come to the point that they will took it publicly; but now, I've realized that i was just pretending. I was forcing myself to believe that nothing even happened; but now, I've realized that i was wrong. It was like a nightmare that by the time I'll wake up it will magically vanish, but it didn't. It was already happening in real life. But what is this thing that stops me from making foolish things to him, I don't get it. When i searched on google, there is one word, that blew my mind, and it was, (secret).......It's a word that I'm afraid to encounter, a word that, I can call, my weakness.
   For the person who's reading this, you're probabaly excited for the next chapter of my life. Life is full of tricks, twists, and foolishness.but you can't control and fool LIFE!