It Hurts Now

    Just a week ago, the revelation happened, and if you have read my previous blog, you would know, or I could say, it involves with the word "her". The "certain person" was happily living life with "her".
   After they made it official, I was like, "who cares!". I wasn't affected, i was confident enough that it will not come to the point that they will took it publicly; but now, I've realized that i was just pretending. I was forcing myself to believe that nothing even happened; but now, I've realized that i was wrong. It was like a nightmare that by the time I'll wake up it will magically vanish, but it didn't. It was already happening in real life. But what is this thing that stops me from making foolish things to him, I don't get it. When i searched on google, there is one word, that blew my mind, and it was, (secret).......It's a word that I'm afraid to encounter, a word that, I can call, my weakness.
   For the person who's reading this, you're probabaly excited for the next chapter of my life. Life is full of tricks, twists, and foolishness.but you can't control and fool LIFE!

The Unexpected Twist

   Everybody in this world, lives a life which might surprise you. Happenings that are truly unexpected. One day, you are living like a princess, jewelries here, designer bags there; then the next day, you would wake up, living in a cheap apartment. Life is full of twists, twists that sometimes made us rise, and twists that mostly made us loose the confidence to smile, especially to the person who is part of that unexpected twist.
   Well, I am also a victim of life's way of making a person, like me, realize the power of love. Just a few weeks ago, I was happily inspired by his concern thoughts, but now, he has person who would, he considers, completes his heart, as an incomplete person. You probably know what I'm saying, if you think harder; and I'm referring to the "certain person". I can honestly say, this unexpected twist, made me an uncomfortable person, especially, when he talks to me, and i can't look straight on him. "He" made me feel that no matter how confident you feel about  him, for he cares about you so much, you will never know what Love's plan is, for you, and for that "certain person".
    Lastly, for that "certain person" i faithfully, let go of you. Enjoy this life, and enjoy your life with "her"....

Maybe I Was Wrong

    WOW!!!!!!!!! It has been a long time, since I wrote my previous blog; and within those days, several things had happened. Things that made me laugh, and things that made me realize that maybe, I was just wrong. A realization that I never thought would happen.
    Few days ago, everything was fine, then just for a while, things have already changed. Change is constant in this world. My feelings for him had changed and he, the "certain person" had changed. It is truly true, you will never know what a person is made of. One time, you would think that he's the one, then the next time, you would wish that you've never met him. Yes, i would hope for that to happen.
   Now, everything has changed............and my mind is totally blocked......for things can sometimes change a person..................a person you would thought...the person who will make you feel every feeling in this world, feelings which you think never existed................