Need- defined as the fact or an instance of feeling the lack of something . Try to think of the word first. To be frank, it took me 2 days,to be exact, to finally, made up this blog. Within those moments, deep thoughts was made by me.
Yesterday, 5th of July, a strong rain hit the city. Umbrellas were open, everyone was rushing, and all is probably, wet. I,walking in the rain, holding my pink umbrella, pink bag, and my pink envelope, suddenly, thought about that "certain person". What was I thinking? Of all people, you're memories appeared in my active mind. Well, I admit, during that time, an action of that "certain person", slowly teared my heart. I didn't knew why. Why am I always affected by you? Several questions revolves in my mind, about you "certain person". I always say to myself, I wanna LET GO!, but why can't I?
The minute I stepped inside a public utility vehicle, I first settled my self. As I look at the rain, I remembered you; those words you said, 30 minutes before. Why have you said those things to me, "certain person"? You made me think that my decision was wrong. And by that time,I finally arrived with something. Something like, a CONCLUSION.
That "certain person", only remembers a person like me, when he needs me. It hurts; but just like a teacher of mine said, TRUTH HURTS; BUT TRUTH SHALL SET YOU FREE. I wanna be free, "certain person", I wanna let go. I'm tired; I've tried; I'm confused; and I'm hurt. I wanna save myself by getting fooled by a person like you. Stop it already, I get it.
I NEED YOU, YOU NEED ME.
But you're definition of need, IS TOTALLY MISTAKEN.
